October 26, 2008

  • ~~ I hope I made the right choice ~~

    ... this has to be the hardest time I have ever had leaving a job ... I suppose you don't really recognize the impact you make on people until they become aware that you suddenly won't be there ... and personally I'm really gonna miss them all ...

    ... but I don't know if this apprehension to leaving is due to the fact that this job is really the best job for my current situation or simply because I have become so accustom to this awkward arrangement over the past year and few months

    ... I just want to be more certain ... not even completely certain ... 85% certain would be ok at this point ...

    Alright let's review:
    New Job = -.36 per hour off my paycheck / no more 401(k) / no more paid benefit time / probably will have to work Thanksgiving / 1hr 20min less commute time / easier commute / more time with family & Eric / easier population to work with / savings in gas / less time in Teaneck / need to find new synagogue / less time with heat and high speed internet / -100 miles bi weekly commute (approx.) / back to newbie status

    .... not that this matters ... I am already locked in to this course of action regardless of current misgivings ... I just hope everything works out ok ....